Help me get back up !

I am a 22 Year old who had a mental health breakdown which caused me to get in to Debt and Now I am killign myself to pay it off but there is no end , there is so much stress that I cant Handle. <br /><br />This money would go to paying Debts off and to fix my council flat as well as there is a lot of things to work on . <br /><br />The main idea is that I would get out of debt I wouldn't feel like there is no way out . I feel like I am drowning and sinking deeper and deeper , I wanna educate myself and better myself but I have to choose between able to pay bills and live or get more debt and got to college , I cant do both unless its open univercity and or distance learning , which both refused me funding. I know what I have done was wrong but at this stage being crucified by every one and everything I cant keep doing this I can't keep living like this , Mental health has destroyed my life and all i want is my life back. <br /><br />Anything will help , any amount will help out a massive way. I also suffer with a disability called ehlnos danlos syndrome hypermobility I can barley walk to the bathroom let alone work. I can’t live off sick pay , that only covers the very basic bills but nothing else I can’t handle anymore going wrong. There is days I don’t want to wake up because I can’t even work myself to death to pay back and to start living normal life I have a bed that’s 8 years old and broken washing machine is broken so I need to hand wash everything. I have a flat unsuitable for my disabilities and going to shop is unrealistic I have not slept more than 3 hrs per Night in months. The truth is that I’m on the verge of sinking sick pay is not covering all my bills my benefits are 50£ total and I’m on the verge of just falling deep into my depression again I’m asking just for little help anything you can spare but if you can’t spare please don’t donate I would never wish that someone gets into this situation like me. Any thing helps ! Thank you !