Help me, an independent LGBTQ member

Hello Everyone! I am John Dexter, 25 years old, a proud member of the LGBTQ community (Bisexual) and an independent dreamer. I am an adopted child, I grew up with a lack of love from the family who adopted me, have been treated like a servant rather than a family of their own. I was bullied and made fun of by the people around me and even my family. I decided to leave my family last 2017 and started a life of my own. They decided to blocked all my communications to them. I started looking for jobs that can help me survive my day to day basis. But with the Covid here in our country I wasn't able to find another job because the requirements are just really high. So my life now is slowly sinking. I just want to ask you a little help to fulfill my dream of having a mini convenience store business here in my area. I believe it will help me with my daily finances and will also help me save money to continue my education. I am eternally grateful in advance to those who will help me achieve my dreams.