Please, help me save my bestfriend.

Hey there. I'm Lei. I usually am not very good at asking for help. I'm a very shy and awkward person in general. I've also been struggling with depression for 2 years now. Before that, I was already having difficulties navigating life and finding my purpose. I've been living alone for 8 years now since I decided it's better to live that way than live in a house full of people that made you want to give up on life. That's until I decided to adopt a little friend, Timothy.

Timmy has been with me for 3 years. I decided to take him in when I saw how poorly he was treated by his owner ever since he was a little baby. He was malnourished and underweight, with his fur falling off and his tummy full of parasites. He was 1 month then, and how I wished I found him sooner. I started to take care of him and life got better. He likes to sleep beside me. He's a little yapper. I'm pretty sure he could eat an entire cow at this point. It was the end of last year when I noticed how he had a hard time peeing. And little specs of blood appeared as well. I immediately wondered how everything happened when I am pretty sure he always drinks water and his litter boxes are always in pristine condition. I took him to the vet even without enough cash with me. He took an X-ray, blood chem and some other procedures and was later diagnosed with Urinary Blockage. He stayed at the vet emergency clinic for 5 days with a catheter on. After that, along with a huge amount of bill and prescriptions, he was released and was deemed healed but not after 2 weeks. With depression, I am fighting for my life and for Timmy's, and I'm having a hard time trying to make ends meet. And up to this day, with Timmy's next procedures, I still owe the clinic the bill from our previous visit. I am here to ask you, with all humility, to help me save my bestfriend. The pain of not being able to help him when he needs me, when he has saved my life so many times, is killing me. I am not asking for too much. But any help will not just save Timmy's life, but mine as well. Timmy has been my life for the past 3 years and for the first time in a long time, I've finally found a reason to keep fighting. I'm not ready to give him up just yet. Thank you for listening.

All the love, Lei and Timmy.