Help me afford this

Hi im Joan from the Philippines next year im going to be 11th grade (Senior high school) and im kindly asking to donate and help me afford this. My father is only a bus conductor and my mom doesn't have a job she just got fired 2 months ago. But i really need this for my future education. Our family only own one gadget and its Realme c21y (low end device) i really want to help my parents by studying hard and having this will help me so much in school works. I also wanna be a digital artist so having this is also a big help. Instead of doing drawing in a phone. Thanks for taking your time reading this god bless you