Miracle for a fresh start

Hi to everyone my name is carissa short for cezzy im a pastry chef & first i wanna share my story both my parents died my father 2017 my mom 2019 i am a single mom and really badly needed to survive also a pwd person w/disability and also have depression & anxiety due to my hospital history in 2015 due to multiple organ failure & enlargement of heart and undergo dialysis for 3 months & suffered 7 operations in my left hand due to malpractice at the hospital & before i also died & experience miracle of God the truth is i saw him but not his face i hug him & cried because he said i am not ready i said my daughter family & friends needs me then he showed me the heaven a paradise after he showed me to a door & he said i am not ready so i have to go back and when i woke up at the icu been there for 1 month still i have to finish my 7 operations in my hand & dialysis for 3months then miracle happened my creatinine went down after 3months of dialysis & my haert is back to normal size my 10 doctors couldn't believe and i kept thanking God for giving me a second chance to live again but when i came home recovering my anxiety & depression keeps attacking Then in 2019 my mom died and we suffered a lot of bills so me & my daughter need to survive struggling financialy i did live selling of stufftoys and clothes before its not going well due to pandemic days that time but hope this time hope we can get through & survive i hope you can support may baking business because also i am a pastry chef but has no funds to have business here in the philippines are hard to have a job some discriminate me for my hand like im not fit to work?? but i can bake even i have a certification of my baking course, this is my passion for baking hope you can support me in my dreamto move forward guys.. my ideal business is to bake banana cake Cookies chocolate moist cake Etc. Sadly in pandemic days i sell my mixer before because we have nothing to eat cause its so hard that time hoping to have ingredients like flour bread flour butter sugar eggs milk & a stand mixer so that i can bake again for me & my daughter & to have a small store here in the philippines hoping u can support me to start fresh and giving me hope to live again also need to see my psych so that i can also have my check up in my doctor for my depression anxiety to buy also my medication for depression anxiety thank u everyone for reading my story also to touch someones heart because i believe God gives a person a second chance for a reason

Godbless to all
- cess