Help us pay our depths

Good day everyone,

My name is Elisea Quilario from Philippines,I have 3 sons
I try to join in here to seek some help ,were drowning into depths because of negligence in handling our business,
Our business went bankrupt, living us big depths in the bank, before when our life is in good condition I have helped lots of people in terms of financial and services,, but now that we are in need of there help nobodys is extended in helping us,it really hurts when you remember those days that I was there when they needed me but now when I need them Im alone,,I really having a hard time now especially that me and my husband are keep fighting,, sometimes I was thingking that I will commit suicide to end my burden that I'm carrying right now,,if only that my children are big enough and can handle life alone I would want to die than to Carry this burden,but they are so young I have 4 year old and 2 years old son,,now I conclude thats the saying goes "you will have lots of friends in happiness but alone in sadness,"
I really don't know where. I'm gonna get those huge amount of money to pay my depths I was thinking to sale our house but where are we gonna live If I would do that,, beside our house is not big and can't reach the money that I needed,I need 600,000 thousand pesos to pay my deaths in the bank and in Indian national who let us lend some money with a higher interest,,I work hard before because I was thinking and planning to give my children a better future ahead ,but how can I do that when I don't know how I'm gonna pay my depths,,still trying to figure it out untill I see this site and trying to post here maybe I could seek some help and somebody are willing to extend their help for us,to those individuals who have a golden and big heart please help us pay our depths for our children,,I would do everything for my children to have a better life and to finished their studies in the future.
I miss those days that we are happy family I wanna start our business again but how can I do that ,don't have money for capital even enough money to pay our depths,,.
Our business is still continueng but our income was not enough for our daily needs and payment in the bank monthly
plus payment for the Indian national who let us lend money,.
Please please please help us solve our problem,???
Thank you so much And God bless ????

Truly your,

Elisea