Hi, I'm a first year college student. For 5-ish years now, I've been struggling with depression and anxiety on top of my crippling social anxiety, fear of failure, and body dysmorphia.
Life has not been kind to me and my family, we can barely scrape by day-by-day, and it has taken a toll in my home life.
I drown my sorrows by dreaming of a better life. I've thought of suicide for years, but I can't bare to do it. Not because I'm scared, because I feel guilt to what my family would feel if I were to just disappear. We don't always get along, they don't seem to know that I'm even feeling these emotions. I'm not one to open up even to my family, and I fear that they'd just disregard what I say and tell me I'm overreacting.
I put this in the Wishes section because I wish to be okay. I came here to hopefully scrounge up enough money to put myself through therapy. I'm aware that I'm depressed, and I'm aware that I need help. Sometimes cuts and scars just don't make me feel okay anymore, not matter how deep.
I'm not here to beg, but to ask if anyone would want to help, therapy here can cost about at a minimum of ₱1000($18) per session, and in my end, I'll also be trying my hardest to save up every spare money I have left to put to my betterment.
Sorry for the sob story, I'm writing this as I'm crying.
And disregard the image, I don't know what to put in there.
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